Sunday, December 28, 2008
camp in school
i went to the write camp,
it was so loosely based, on what i don't know. a place where everybody gather and make the time fun as possible. now it seems that camps doesnt have to be so organised from one point to another we need to do this.
our playground was restrained to the e3 multi purpose room. the likes of a place where they could held a runway show if u want to say it, with spotlights straddling from one end to the other end.
the whole time we were stucked there until night even. except for a few times where some ppl (me, hanis khamis /jazil, fair daniel ) had to go out and smoke. i tot like theres going to be night walk or something , but daniel says we are chained , fucking watchdogs of security personell. we should have done it at chalet but like that i got to pay up. all for a paid up expense trip.
so thats the good thing to have it in school., all expenses can be claimed if needed, but boundaries are still there, and having mr Patrick watching us.
to make it short , we did sit in a circle talk and games. all day . then ramm some big air filled ball to an enclosure of ppl. a harder ball cud be useful. ishardi was satanic wen throwing, i was like a loose cannon. YEah. in the end Prabhu the last man standing was killed by benazir bhutto who took her revenge from the dead.
then there was the last supper, a row of long table was set up and light shone from heaven shone down like a scene from leonardo da vincis last supper of jesus and his gangs. who became jesus and who became judah was decided, hanis j sat in the middle so he shud be jesus but the arrangements were shifted to khalis api , speaking like some guru gobind singh or sai baba.
then ishardis recording came up. sniffles sniffle everybody cos somebody is being manipulated. khalis played the investigator. y ishardi dont u know how to play along, like i know how to play along too. as much as it was bad to listen to it, but it was enlightening to hear how ppl handle stress awkwardly.
then after that we ordered a few things , my chocolate chip , benazirs ben and jerries not on the table, they bought such mundane things= fruit loops, snow flakes.and foam packages which the mutton pieces taste more like dog food then human.
we watch samy veloo more like "sami beloo" = "lunatic priest " in english becos he preaches about political dogmas so blowingly entertaining. but tell me one thing abt mahathir and i hang my head off. that bastard accused anwar of sodomy, am i right ?! at one time while making he"s minister rounds among tamil crowds,he sweared "podah" to one irritating men. and then they were mobbing towards him.
so stories kept gushing around the tabernacle ,while i was sleeping on and off like zombie . at last i went back at 6 before everone is rounded up. have to sleep in morning wee hours, not wen daylight.. \
btw i learned hw to play cards.tite and bluff .
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Concentrate on Interst Grps
I'm so tired of going to Adventure IG ,its like everybody bustling abt their equipments , races, and running or exercise techniques , all because they are from School of Sports and Leisure.
i got like a bug everytime seein the mail coming fr them. It sucks , but i'll join some other sports like floorball or judo in year 2 ?! hw about that .
abt @Loud ,its like fruitless .
everybody have gave out their pies , i mean their articles submitted. but why don they process these articles into magazines, why do they gave so much problems with the printing and coordinating stuff ? They dont share what really got stuck in the printing press. i think complains from the other friends is finally sinking in .
But at least they are a bunch of fun ppl outside of weekly meetings -- and theres a camp coming out on 26-27 th ,
says its a creampie surprise !!.They can also organizze some nite walk outings at some infamous places ,that they always told us they have gone to .
Astronomy , i didnt go for some time
.as is routine for every friday for me ,to rush to the lib and then chat with fakhita den going off to the lect ure theatres for Astronomy, but the few fridays prior to holiday was just empty. I totally went straight home. i was never this uncommited for astronomy, counting the ratings out of the three active igs,it is the most consistent but it will fall back to second place behind aloud but still in front adventure racing wic im deciding to quit
enuf talk , theres star party at civic centre, i'll just make it a pit stop on the countdwn day of 31st. Dec
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Hokey Pokey
freaking hate Maths fasci . Have to poke at everybody. Go and poke himself,skinny fart. I like the hands-off approach of last sems Maths fasci.

Very cool, but this just reminds me of my past Literature tch -Lim Puay Leng nickname was pest -more like a cockroach to me at times wen she wud drill her words on failing her test, but i can't deny the skills and skunks she had taught all of us . aniway i busted the subject for O's and let her down. Recent news the subject was vanquished altogether
. FLAME AWARDs ,this evening, MUSIC and THEME was COOL. even had 2 disco room after that. what a surprise for a newbie like me .
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Wishlist
To have the break in December.
One week was really tormenting.
Be at peace
2nd year is coming, so every thing is revolving around.
donoe how the modules going to be
December can go Dubai will be good
Got to fly in a plane.
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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
ich var mit legion

Friday, October 3, 2008
Freaking me out, Fasci?!
RJ overshot , overslept.
Maths was horrendously executed, (as usual)
The result was everybody got D,
FASCI's a bastard ; No games or Msn allowedor else F grade,
Edmund says" Fasci got Attitude Problem" despite his overload thinking on the problem
Melindas msn pm reads " Fasci damn strict....and i want to fuck him upside down " wth was that
Who says i could stand him either,,,,he was constantly prying every minute of the lesson....to see what the hell in was doing....does it bother him that we got lost doing other things"...since msn /gaming is banned XXX.
I was caught for looking at ppt, at the wrong time...when he was walking by...and for me i have to keep my calm , even during such instances.
I even sms in desperado at my mother abt being sick at one point and wondered if he is bothered by that too ?!
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Escape Week
I try to make one hole for each of the 5 modules. So the rest of the wk i don hv to .
Monday (Science)
Impulsive plan to cabut, also becos im sick, and being caught up in the room will make me more sick. And Some bitch fr my team, wont let my suggestion for pdt-- as she was the one who patronises it. U cant blame that i don noe much for Physics.
Tuesday
Y din i make it even fr this week, -since my maths module is still pristine -is still a mystery.
I also din touch the problem, for anybodys businesss.
Wednesday
act i shud hv come tdy, cos i tot i was supposed to cabut last wk, stupid fren gave wrong signal, and with his useless hp, i cannot contact. Might as well put it in the microwave and explode..haha
Paris Hilton nearly did that. i do noe if its deliberate or
not ?!"
Thurs
I cant afford, that young fasci gave me an F ,fr leaving to repair my lapop, that useless acer-bitch
I want to prove his bright ass (uni grad i think) ..that i cn get anA grade.
Friday
Fasci lecture and lecture, its interesting to listen but id rather go explore some place ; I planned with Hilman to go - , Fort Canning Park, National Museum, Funan Mall , and Barber shop-
correctn; he suggested downtown, guess wat its closed on weekdays. so played arnd pasirris /tamp -movie
Thursday, September 4, 2008
New Fasci
ok, few things she say that might hv effect on me....like saying that what "wwe are studying at diploma level....is higher than gce" a" lvl -- cos we are ready to go out and work..."
thats one and ....she got a few good tips,
oh i forgt to say she teaches us <
she certainly looks mr mature bt theres good thing to it.....wisdom/exp--------------------------------as she said wen somebdy asked abt her backgrnds --(intrros) she taught in st nicholas girls and boy sch SJI...both very top elite sch hmmmmm.../then went home to teach her children / teach at poly ngee an...plus fasci at rp..(bt a permanent one fr our class,thnkGOD if nt it'll be so confusing, nt that i didnt like changes ) /
she likes it becos of diff learning styles...AS U ALD KNOW that...she says she wanna be fair...she teach everybody indiff sch ...bet she missed out on ITE to be fair to all (no offense )--->as she always says
From the first thng i mentn up there, i may nt be too hard on even out on another qualification,,,,but i must do at least smthg after im fated with the kind of situations and leading to those grades ..I need the security, to fall back on smthg,,,
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Semester 2
New faces again , theres mixed-race, and ppl who i dont think was malay but is somehow...similar things keep happen in this poly,hmmm. And like im nt included, they dont think i was malay..smthg else ..what ?! maybe they know i like to be known -mixed, and so i looked like that to..hahax. A Multinational poly..where things are not what it really is.
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Presentation styles are also diff..can u believe they dont think they will need a content page..bt im cool with it...and sending the presentation made before hand while others do it on the spot on 1 laptop.
Bet i didnt tell u, i liked what i see arnd class....as ppl all have pleasan---or 'nice to look at face' and this is also true throughout rp....thats some things to make me happy abt going to RP, though i hv no idea ill be there when in sec4 .huhhh. i cant lie these right!! ....so just hv to write it out here.>>
So the day goes like this---> fasci first intorduction...and i was late, as usual....was exp wen i came in..and i came in like ghost sia>>>>> problem statement>>>>>>>during break, a guy ,fr our grp, wanted everybody intro..complete one...the rest is okay
"somehw the time is very slow? why
"and yr 1s so excited abt the new sem...i tot its poly where ppl are dayin dayout frens, don ppl ever move on or change. Some assumptions just blew me off ...maybe the learning style makes for such drastic differences, unlike other poly.....
I just dont get things sometimes like the ig im joining-@LOUD stands for 'a' 'load' of utter "delirium" just looked at the magzs
++++fascis also very experienced///tell u next blog
Monday, September 1, 2008
My GPA sucks ?!
Like they take into account daily grades, how u perform everyday//// and understanding test, weekly after few modules.. And guess what, my uts are screwed up..mostly it was missing ...so it wasnt really fair for me...just so lucky.
the second round of uts, ...i didnt even remebered taking...wic i forgot there was going to be any..and nobody had the audacity to rremind me...yeah , with all the independent learning,..it cant be that savage...and i dont know why i was absent on the day i supposed to take the tes.,..which i have zero awareness-off- at least if i had come, i would have sat for it...
BUT the third round , i was late and they bared me off.....these fascis were paid to follow policy...and in part ruin our future or chances. I tell u , that place im studying (RP) is authoritarian, 1 thing i cud nt lay a finger on, they just dont buy it.
i once thought im over with all the rules and regulations , but it keeps haunting me...from the past secondary sch ]]]] Yeah so , all these things are out to downsize me. Fret not, i cant force myself to get straight As fr next semester, not in Computing, etc...If you wanna know ive been trying to balance off with these gpa grades...Makes me so pissed .
At least i have another 2 years where no modules are going to pull me down, and does it hv to depend whether im able to be present at the testing, cos no such th ings, uts are going to be held after class.
As of effect of the gpa, it gives me an excuse to start preparing for my a lvls , to gain entry into uni, i just need another diversion or plan of action, i just like to do both ==even landing on poly wasn intentional...i screwed my o's...so u see the theme or motif, repeats itself ( as we say in literature). if i can get through to both **, i' wud have redeemed myself thru a lvl ++ bonus poly "experience".......hahaaX
Friday, August 29, 2008
East Coast Park Camp Out
I came around 10 at night. I was uncharacteristically sick* actually .
So as you know , only our Poly is on holiday, which explains why the stretch of Park is deserted. We can almost claim its ours.
I went bowling, just to watch, with 3 other frens, and toyed arnd with the closed arcade machines upstairs. a few ppl has gone home ald (girls mostly).
Khalis- the charismatic, yet idiosyncratic year 3.
Hanis- the quiet unassuming senior Steven-another @ Loud member
Prabhu- the president of @loud mags,STA
The following events happened;
1. Khalis was singing arabic verse.
2.Then the despicable happened, ppl got drunk, one in particular went off limits, even though hes a nice guy.
Took 16 shots of Vodka, was swearing 'fuck' the whole time, break the drinking glass, ran arnd babbling his convictions, seniors have to tranquilize him...(first time seeing sombody that drunk, unintentional)
3.we gather round the reclaimed land, then move to outside the tent. Talking rubbish..Khalis, until we land on their ghost expeditions. *
-Cemetery,
Prabhu says smthg will happen before, during, and after, Quote"B4, the bus arrives chun-
chun ", "D; heard a woman scream, and dogs bark-no dog does that in cemetery-", "After;
cannot sleep, plus felt there was an extra person"
-PasirRisPark,
Khalis "there are many entrances, only this one can go in,..out of all the lights this one will
always go off..very 'dirty' place, and that time I go with Hanis this one bird
circle a few trees will always land on the same branch, -warn us not to go in .."
-Changi Hospital,
Khalis" we two wait downstairs, and 'she' was looking at us from upstairs...i ask 'her' to pick
anyone of them, ;-<..then we all walk near this toilet, somehow it feels very strong, its only
the size of a storeroom..we all run-lah...then i can see something following Steven (another
guy) think he was dirty,"
We talked the whole night , untill 5am it was still dark. Time to sleep and 9 guys squeeze in the tent from the heavy rain. girls the other tent.
I woked next morning, wash myself and went off early for Mcdonald breakfast with 3 other yr 1's
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Being in a Group Organisation
There i've provided you with alot of avenues, theres even bigger association, but for now we just settle for the easy ones..... .
The good thing about cca group is that it is consistent and commonly found. But larger organisation though farfetched' but have broader outreach.
So for me, I take up 3 cca's or interest groups and follownng up to ACRES an animal welfare, SYIN social conference. its always good to belong to something. at least you stay committed and be part of something. Those 2 latter ones, are more stepped up because you are rep. for a cause, educating, and raising funds for animal protection ,and on the other side is for raising awareness on social issues, through projects ande stuff.
Ive tried signing up for rc, but didn follow through. because pasport sized photo. And sent the form to the mosque, but didn't receive updates.
They keep oneself busy, but more importantly you can contribute to society. People should try out being an active member of any group that they belong to, so that they will find something meaningful through their contribution and participation.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Poly Modules
- Maths/Computing - Player Selection
Came at thrd meeting, breeze through slide ppnt, Became clumsy at prsnt, ALL LAUGHS HAHA. habit of asking ,when presenting & pressed the wrong thing ?!!
- Culture - Gender Equality
Debate style/ GirlsVs Boys/Guys talk i just Collate the points, We were all very excited about the deabte until we forgot to prepare for the presentation when it all came to the floor it was pretty primp and proper/My argument Status Quo,-- Structure was by Basis for Difference /Forms of Discriminations/ Advancements .I touched on Cultural values
- Cognitive- Quality
Mahjong paper, liked my handwriting, /Interpret Quality differently ,resolved in ppt / I Explained on how to identify an expression of quality, its like explaining the cognitive way, very logical and reasoning /Asked how was it , was clear,not loud enough -- how it link to ps./
- Enterprise- 'Measuring up'
Skit superimposed into presentation -Sandras Idea/ Go separate room /Cannot find the 'evaluation process' , Heiqal founded it , Inter-changing of roles happened, Did what he found- could have explained through the filthy language, But i still receive some other 'Crap'. /
- Science-
Natural order, doing in exxcel, .smthg like maths. Very close social science fasci says but it requires us datas to make the conclusion. classic pbl style.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
adventure ra
We staright after warm ups, we ran outside campus grounds ...................Now thats is some kind of adventure ...... Just like the freedom of it. They Ever tour arnd Khatib...somemore don noe where lah...i know i've joined the right ig. when they first talked abt it. (sat in circle at admiralty park beside campus, arnd dusk )
Had no cramps, stitches in the 5km, but dizzy when stopping....i dont know if the rest also feel like that lah ??!?!!? i /partner was always put at the front, (rotating, lngest tm ) Too bad little communications.. Next time can improve lah. But really impt thing is that "journey matters with destination" Shudnt always think when to end. It will end when we reach destination. Like that what becomes of the journey. Skipped? Enjoy the scenery?, at the same time Pacing ourself.
Think of ways to make Journey worthwhile. 'adventure racing' is an art diff fr competitive running, or trekking (at least these are the various types running available ) theres more elements also.
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Aftermath; lie ,lie a farce, i was feeling okay only that time, following days was so fatigue....
Friday, June 6, 2008
the making of a Renaissance Man.
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Tuesday, June 3, 2008
IG Matters--Floorball
'CCA' - Interest Group
'open house'- Student Life Fiesta/Activity
*will be abbreviated
^phrase quoted fr 'Be Still My Soul'
so thats the jargon that sums up Republics uniqueness and eccentricity
whatever you call it, and on the SLA* day i joined a few IGs*, floorball being one of them, --not the only sport activity i partook--,
But the problem is i didnt came to the first few practice these 3 mths till June, so paiseh-lah to suddenly turn up 'out of the blue' and 'once in a blue moon' {idioms usage}
Its June and they sent me an email on Their Annual Camp, finding this a great oppurtunity for me to get-to-know the ppl but the game itself :$ ?? hahx. then the usual happened -- i woke up late off course
...donnoe the timing...tot at this time..... {lame excuses}Complaining; "See lah , I missed the chance, wat the **** !!" -actually i didnt said this in reality, just for laugh gags, hahx the dramatic climax, no theres no resolution. except to begin turn up after June.
Ok, hope i can order and revive^
Touring at night

{Clarificcations, anybody?}can comment or cbox
//With regards to its looming Height and all // ___________________________
Back to topic sentence.... Going there for some local Film Screening which is on every Monday first wk of each month, as usual....always lost; always wandering, a pang of (wander)lust too, if there is... not a bad thing though, cos its like being a tourist in our own country !.
Was direected by somebody, (he looks kindda gothic,the eye abit dark lah)ooh details...then i just walk ....said a 1o mins walk, before that somebody i'd asked forgot wheres' the theatre at?! can u believe that ! was funny-lah... then walk on... place along Armenian st was dark ...only 8. :-\
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Sunday, June 1, 2008
My Life in Republic Poly
Ok , a day in RP is just like any typical poly, but is "uniqueness and eccentricity" is what makes it different fr the 4BigGiants^ And taking this post, to clear up any misconception on RP poor republic, y they all think abt u like that
as opposed to lectures and tutorials , +++segregated exams UTtest
2)Not teachers , not Lecturers but Fascilitators, i know of 1 jc who also replace this with that, so everyday , ull hear ppl calling "fasci, fasci" the exact opposite of-- fascist* so theres lesser grip or control on us, wic translates to Liberty and Freedom
3)Off course other layman terms that we substitute are, ald intro some in earlier post, likeGeneralAdmins Office--OneStop Centre (even have their own exp.), CCA-IGs, PerformingArtsTheatre-TheRepublicCulturalCentre, AGORA-a centred meeting place, UnderstandingTests, ReflectionJournals . will sound even more shiok when said in short form- say IG,RJ,UTs,TRCC
4)The Building itself is uniquely designed, says"...dont want to be stand out"-- hence its greyish industrial exterior.
>Propensity to take on all lower,lousier candidates We say;If RP didnt accept them who will?the 4BigGiants arent lowering their cutoffpt,ANWYs WE ARE SHORT OF INTAKE HAHAHX
* a tyranical rule, dictatorship, wherein a fascilitator oversees ppl,but a fascist control ppl relentlessly
the Ways of my Blog
So first, if you see ---> (more on this) ___________it denotes the issue will be brought up or at least is worth the talk, in the following posts. It may be directly after the current post. Or to be written until more favourable times.
-----> ....... _______ there will be many of these dotted lines dragged a few spaces more, for saying that im moving on to something different or a pause towards something.
------> ,\ ; \ : ________ these are the standard punctuation marks that'll you see in everday compositions, but its not so much use here. becos its tedious, and nobodys marking this blog.
------> {[(...........)]} ______ this are insiders dialogue. to tell what is going on without interupting the flow of the sentence. very useful for diverting attention.
---> eg.bard*/fat^/ +++SAT _____are all footnotes that u'll find at the bottom of the post, to expl the intended meaning.
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---> ------/_______ are both page breakers , or segments, to order the page not like its used here.oso another function.
and others under Way(construction)....
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Vacation time

Not so , Because in order to have fun , you need money. and that means part -time work. But its not all tiring , cos you get practical work experience and the pay off-course. Now2 , i dont like to sound all-business like, but thats true at this stage , (Back to Enterprise Module at Republic Poly) Finally lessons can be applied (more on this)!
For me vacations stays the same , as long as dont belong to any Groups of Organisation --in simpler terms ; CLubs you join outside, IGs in my Poly, or those you form during your younger school days ( my problem is that I cannot follow up with anybody from this category) ..Its just not the way I want things to be (more on this).
Had signed-up to some activities from School ..Im just going to attend it..and see if i could temporary friends. ....so that I can hang out !! Hope that this vacation will be different. Plus I have to do some informal interviews for this article Im working on for the schools Magazine..another thing I can do...Yeah !! Its abt Where People Go Watch NDP (more on this)
Have a good Vacation --June :>
Friday, May 30, 2008
~Opening Speech~

Hi all! , Ive been trying to get a blog, Its only now that somebody came to teach me how to make a blog. Ive been hearing people using blogs... but sadly for me,
Ive missed out on it since im a bit non- it savvy and also slow to progress.
How economical that sounds.
But that is true for me sometimes.
Never mind that, at least now I can begin writing on this Blog.
Expect many more write-ups to come. It'll interest you and entertain you i hope.
Is that why the call it blogging - that is to enter in our everyday accounts and encounters to be published and read !

