Escape Week

This week - i call Escapist week.

I try to make one hole for each of the 5 modules. So the rest of the wk i don hv to .

Monday (Science)
Impulsive plan to cabut, also becos im sick, and being caught up in the room will make me more sick. And Some bitch fr my team, wont let my suggestion for pdt-- as she was the one who patronises it. U cant blame that i don noe much for Physics.


Tuesday
Y din i make it even fr this week, -since my maths module is still pristine -is still a mystery.
I also din touch the problem, for anybodys businesss.

Wednesday
act i shud hv come tdy, cos i tot i was supposed to cabut last wk, stupid fren gave wrong signal, and with his useless hp, i cannot contact. Might as well put it in the microwave and explode..haha

Paris Hilton nearly did that. i do noe if its deliberate or
not ?!"

Thurs
I cant afford, that young fasci gave me an F ,fr leaving to repair my lapop, that useless acer-bitch
I want to prove his bright ass (uni grad i think) ..that i cn get anA grade.


Friday
Fasci lecture and lecture, its interesting to listen but id rather go explore some place ; I planned with Hilman to go - , Fort Canning Park, National Museum, Funan Mall , and Barber shop-

correctn; he suggested downtown, guess wat its closed on weekdays. so played arnd pasirris /tamp -movie

New Fasci

.....So these is about the fasci ,ii want to talk abt,..

ok, few things she say that might hv effect on me....like saying that what "wwe are studying at diploma level....is higher than gce" a" lvl -- cos we are ready to go out and work..."

thats one and ....she got a few good tips,
oh i forgt to say she teaches us <>that was on the 1st day of sem 2....
she certainly looks mr mature bt theres good thing to it.....wisdom/exp--------------------------------as she said wen somebdy asked abt her backgrnds --(intrros) she taught in st nicholas girls and boy sch SJI...both very top elite sch hmmmmm.../then went home to teach her children / teach at poly ngee an...plus fasci at rp..(bt a permanent one fr our class,thnkGOD if nt it'll be so confusing, nt that i didnt like changes ) /

she likes it becos of diff learning styles...AS U ALD KNOW that...she says she wanna be fair...she teach everybody indiff sch ...bet she missed out on ITE to be fair to all (no offense )--->as she always says

From the first thng i mentn up there, i may nt be too hard on even out on another qualification,,,,but i must do at least smthg after im fated with the kind of situations and leading to those grades ..I need the security, to fall back on smthg,,,

Semester 2

So its the new semester. And all are so diffferent once again. Its like i nvr rmb anythg from the past semester. always have this strange ability.bt its gd to forget nasty things- selective memory..(rambled)
New faces again , theres mixed-race, and ppl who i dont think was malay but is somehow...similar things keep happen in this poly,hmmm. And like im nt included, they dont think i was malay..smthg else ..what ?! maybe they know i like to be known -mixed, and so i looked like that to..hahax. A Multinational poly..where things are not what it really is.
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Presentation styles are also diff..can u believe they dont think they will need a content page..bt im cool with it...and sending the presentation made before hand while others do it on the spot on 1 laptop.
Bet i didnt tell u, i liked what i see arnd class....as ppl all have pleasan---or 'nice to look at face' and this is also true throughout rp....thats some things to make me happy abt going to RP, though i hv no idea ill be there when in sec4 .huhhh. i cant lie these right!! ....so just hv to write it out here.>>
So the day goes like this---> fasci first intorduction...and i was late, as usual....was exp wen i came in..and i came in like ghost sia>>>>> problem statement>>>>>>>during break, a guy ,fr our grp, wanted everybody intro..complete one...the rest is okay
"somehw the time is very slow? why
"and yr 1s so excited abt the new sem...i tot its poly where ppl are dayin dayout frens, don ppl ever move on or change. Some assumptions just blew me off ...maybe the learning style makes for such drastic differences, unlike other poly.....
I just dont get things sometimes like the ig im joining-@LOUD stands for 'a' 'load' of utter "delirium" just looked at the magzs

++++fascis also very experienced///tell u next blog

My GPA sucks ?!

So after overall , the gpa was that poor. Anyway its not that i cudnt get higher, but situations always land me in a bad shape...
Like they take into account daily grades, how u perform everyday//// and understanding test, weekly after few modules.. And guess what, my uts are screwed up..mostly it was missing ...so it wasnt really fair for me...just so lucky.

the second round of uts, ...i didnt even remebered taking...wic i forgot there was going to be any..and nobody had the audacity to rremind me...yeah , with all the independent learning,..it cant be that savage...and i dont know why i was absent on the day i supposed to take the tes.,..which i have zero awareness-off- at least if i had come, i would have sat for it...

BUT the third round , i was late and they bared me off.....these fascis were paid to follow policy...and in part ruin our future or chances. I tell u , that place im studying (RP) is authoritarian, 1 thing i cud nt lay a finger on, they just dont buy it.

i once thought im over with all the rules and regulations , but it keeps haunting me...from the past secondary sch ]]]] Yeah so , all these things are out to downsize me. Fret not, i cant force myself to get straight As fr next semester, not in Computing, etc...If you wanna know ive been trying to balance off with these gpa grades...Makes me so pissed .

At least i have another 2 years where no modules are going to pull me down, and does it hv to depend whether im able to be present at the testing, cos no such th ings, uts are going to be held after class.
As of effect of the gpa, it gives me an excuse to start preparing for my a lvls , to gain entry into uni, i just need another diversion or plan of action, i just like to do both ==even landing on poly wasn intentional...i screwed my o's...so u see the theme or motif, repeats itself ( as we say in literature). if i can get through to both **, i' wud have redeemed myself thru a lvl ++ bonus poly "experience".......hahaaX