My GPA sucks ?!

So after overall , the gpa was that poor. Anyway its not that i cudnt get higher, but situations always land me in a bad shape...
Like they take into account daily grades, how u perform everyday//// and understanding test, weekly after few modules.. And guess what, my uts are screwed up..mostly it was missing ...so it wasnt really fair for me...just so lucky.

the second round of uts, ...i didnt even remebered taking...wic i forgot there was going to be any..and nobody had the audacity to rremind me...yeah , with all the independent learning,..it cant be that savage...and i dont know why i was absent on the day i supposed to take the tes.,..which i have zero awareness-off- at least if i had come, i would have sat for it...

BUT the third round , i was late and they bared me off.....these fascis were paid to follow policy...and in part ruin our future or chances. I tell u , that place im studying (RP) is authoritarian, 1 thing i cud nt lay a finger on, they just dont buy it.

i once thought im over with all the rules and regulations , but it keeps haunting me...from the past secondary sch ]]]] Yeah so , all these things are out to downsize me. Fret not, i cant force myself to get straight As fr next semester, not in Computing, etc...If you wanna know ive been trying to balance off with these gpa grades...Makes me so pissed .

At least i have another 2 years where no modules are going to pull me down, and does it hv to depend whether im able to be present at the testing, cos no such th ings, uts are going to be held after class.
As of effect of the gpa, it gives me an excuse to start preparing for my a lvls , to gain entry into uni, i just need another diversion or plan of action, i just like to do both ==even landing on poly wasn intentional...i screwed my o's...so u see the theme or motif, repeats itself ( as we say in literature). if i can get through to both **, i' wud have redeemed myself thru a lvl ++ bonus poly "experience".......hahaaX