The tick tock of dread

its like slow and boring. YOu have time but dont know what to fill it with. Irritating freak shit. Ok lah its nt lk i totally have nothing. That wud be a deathnote. some exam topics for saturday class, pp report, but fuck need such a high commitment or concentration. Fucking poly life, empty promises. OKay also got some irritating errands to run. BTW why is all my music on gregorian, its on shuffled...its kinnda intuitive to my feelings or moods at the time. Seriously windows media player is so magical.

Its lk soothing the frustrations and turbulence inside me. But y create the strife at all. ANd i have been searching for answers ...and i figured them out, like flashes of insights. attunement..its like i just have to reach out to the infinite resources of consciousness.

now its changed, larger than life. just ytd, i read deepak chopra, philosophical, abt archetype, levels of existence, desires, intent, meditation.