Somewhere over here

sore. im not a loser. my mind is not in the here and now. Im already lost ini in the atmosphere. Its so great to venture. drops of jupiter. its much more turbulent there, thunder is 56 times powerful. swirling wasp of gases. i seriousl dont know wahts happening, what i miss. what do i miss. i already dont find anything meaningful, its like really ive lost something. Theres really nothing more. dont take me for suicidal. i dont know la.
i can go teach red cross, contribute back...what else.